Hi again, Jude

I don’t know if I can say this to you face to face without crying my heart out and changing my mind. Heck, I dont even know if I can send this to you e.

Let’s start from the beginning. You’re not my type. I don’t like cats and I’m afraid of dogs and you have both. They are all nice and I started to love them as if they’re mine, especially the cat who’s now in rainbow bridge. I didn’t know that I can love a person and a cat that much. I usually don’t miss a person or care for a person this much e. I’m extroverted but also aloof. You’re my first in almost everything and I don’t and will never regret that.

July 25, 2021, you’re wearing a green shirt and tattered jeans. You looked like a lost child haha especially when you can’t remember where you parked. We started to do vc and chats after that. I visited you since I went to the BIR and it’s along your house. I love your honesty and honestly, I was a little bit turned off that time pero heeey, konti nalang yung honest ngayon no.

You were my home and my safe space. Your hugs took away my worries that time. Every time I was feeling down, you’ll buy me fried chicken since it’s my fav and comfort food.

I always watch videos of you and our babies and I want to cry kasi I want to go back during those time na we’re still happy and you still love me very much.

I know for a fact na you will never be the same K I knew and used to love. We’re not on the same page. I’m still in the middle and you’re now in the epilogue and is now ready for a new book to read.

I know that we really should end this we’re both tired and the pain you’ve inflicted to me is becoming unbearable. I’m losing myself just to make you stay. I can’t remember when or how this happened. Na I loved you more than myself. Gusto ko nang maubos nalang and unlove you.

I still wish na you’re the right person for me, just not in the right time. Sana tayo pa din sa huli. I love you, baby. I’ll miss you.