Pero can I ever consider it my first love kahit ako lang yung nahulog? Kahit one sided? Kahit walang depth for most people?

It's been years, and I'm okay and better most days... pero minsan pag naalala na kita parang nakaka-feel ako ng inis, galit, sakit at lungkot. Nagsama-sama lahat ng naramdaman ko before and after you.

Sana ganun lang kadali maka-move. Sana ganun lang kadali kalimutan yung tao. Sana ganun lang kadali magkaroon ng bago, because it sure looks easy for you. Don't get me wrong, I don't stalk you anymore, alam ko lang na meron after me.

Ang gusto ko lang naman, mawala yung trauma na dinulot mo sa'kin kasi I know for sure hindi ko deserve maka-feel ng ganun.

But don't worry, hindi porket nagka-trauma ako because of you means titigil na pag ikot ng mundo ko.

Sana makalaya ako soon sa lahat ng ito.