I I think too much, I need good people, and good distractions. People who can remind me there's much more to life than just overthinking I don't go out enough, so I'm on here looking for fun

I'm not that popular or interesting I promise lmao

One ought to hold on to one's heart; for if one lets it go, one soon loses control of the head too. - Nietzsche Passions: Music - learned piano as a kid - in band on trumpet in elementary school - guitar lessons in middle school (Fender Stratocaster) - Discovered dance music existed in 2013, and got a DJ Controller that Christmas. DJing has been a huge part of my life ever since (mostly bedroom djing, it's like meditation, a flow state) it is my biggest outlet emotionally and creatively. I've become very confident in my abilities. One of my most favorite parts though is seeing the people listening happy and dancing. One dream I have is to play a festival one day - a good singer, though very shy about it. I can sing "Sugar" by maroon 5 on key, with falsetto. I used to go to open mic nights after I graduated high-school, dressed in a 3 piece suit, (forgive me lmao) a fedora, go up on stage with a martini glass filled with Dr pepper, and sing Crooner music, when normally dressed, coldplay (I can do a mean chris martin), or EDEN (I feel my range is closer to his) -Music has always been a very emotional and personal experience for me,

Writing - Love Journalism - Creative Writing - Fiction writing - I've dabbled at lyrics, but I'm still learning - Poetry once in a blue moon - Big supporter of journaling

Art - Passionate about drawing, sketching. I'm getting really good. A lot of abstract, especially fractals for some reason - I sometimes experiment with painting, etc

Insatiable passion for learning: I want to know everything, the universe is amazingly complex, and to learn about it is just as exciting. I feel through understanding, from the universe, our planet, to the life on it , and beyond, I have also grown to understand myself and the people around me better. From learning history, you can get a clearer view on what can happen and how to avoid it; As well as an appreciation for the people around you, and who they are. I love philosophy and speculating on the facts of life and existence

I love video games, hiking, skydiving, and especially scuba diving.

I can speak English (Natively), Ukrainian (Second Language), Russian (Learning)

Personality: I am loyal, emotionally aware, empathetic, sensitive, creative, compassionate, self-aware, committed, ambitious, highly motivated, open minded, and adventurous.

I try to find objectivity though listening to what everyone says, finding meaning and substance in the contrast.

Trying to not make this wordy, and leave some to mystery, so I guess I'll cut it right here.

Hope this sounded good!

Physically: 5' 10" Ginger Caucasian Blue eyes Thin I have Autism Spectrum Disorder, high functioning, (it was called aspergers back when I was diagnosed) Adhd, bipolar II, and GAD Though I have, through mindfulness worked through a lot of them and continue to improve. I've never been very popular, only dated 3 women, not for lack of trying

Fast forward to today... due to a sequence of unfortunate dramatic family events that I have since learned from, I currently live with my dad at his house (he's unemployed, codependent, and a hoarder, he does have his loveable qualities but long term toxicity)