Ok, I figured I'd try this again and hope for the best. First, a little about me. I am a 42 year old, married, father of 2. I am well educated, smart, sarcastic, passionate and attractive with green eyes, a well trimmed beard and salt and pepper hair. I have a great career and I am looking for someone to have fun with, that can make me feel alive again.

I have been married for 13 years and I just feel completely stuck in a never ending cycle of boredom. There is just absolutely no passion or lust left between us and I need to feel alive again. I am looking for a married woman that might be able to relate with the way im feeling and that also understands that I cannot and will not change my situation at the moment.

I miss the spark and the connection of having someone that I am excited and fascinated by. I miss the feeling of looking down at my phone and can't stop smiling when I see I have a message from you. I miss the random and spontaneous adventures. I miss the fun, wild and kinky bedroom play and exploration of desires. I miss feeling desired and wanted and lasted after and just having that connection and being able to talk about everything and nothing all at the same time. I miss being able to have fun and silly conversations that turn hot and sexy, back to silly in the blink of an eye. I miss the butterflies in my stomach when I know I'm going to see you. I miss thinking about you all day and night and how I cant wait to tell you about my day.

By now you probably have a good idea of what I am looking for or at the very least, you know how I feel. I would prefer to talk to someone between 25-55. Please be married or in a long term relationship. I know you have to be out there. I know you must feel as sad, lonely and as abandoned as I do, living with someone that may as well be your roommate. If you are out there, I hope you find me... I'll be waiting..