Since 2021, I've been experiencing a very turbulent career progression.

I've landed in Med School in August 2021 after graduating from the Big 4 unis last October 2020, but had to quit barely three months in due to extreme depression and bipolar episodes, as well as how unsuitable online classes are for me.

I was hired as an HR assistant in Nov 2021 (probationary) after doing some job hunting since I decided to go do office work, but lately I feel like I cannot handle the administrative work as I work really slow and I just feel like I am choking on the high volume of tasks heaped on me; I've been consistently missing deadlines even if I do use the whole shift, without breaks. My supervisor is lowkey frustrated at me and this makes me feel more wanting to resign since I feel like I'm putting so much effort to no avail and just being reprimanded for it. I just really can't keep up.

I've been feeling so afloat lately that I feel s*icidal over my life, because I'm frustrated at myself that I feel so easily overwhelmed. I'm still thinking of another field that I can get into that is more accommodating for my condition as I am psychosocially disabled (and registered as I am a PWD card holder. I don't know if this is normal for first time employees but I just feel like I can't breathe, and 'cause of this I want to get another job that is more lenient.

Any advice for my potential shifting?