I always get jealous of TV characters having a few but solid friends. When the conversation is about friends, I feel like I am the king and the pauper at the same time.

Yes, I have a lot of 'friends' (or do I?) I am outgoing. I am sociable. I am easy to go along with. I know a lot of persons. I know their stories.

But, there comes a time when I feel like I have no one to reach out to. That none of them knows my story. I feel empty. And yes, in spite having a lot of friends, I feel like sometimes I do not have one.

True enough, in friendship, quality is more important that quantity. Quality friends are so rare now. Everyone has hidden agenda. If you have found one, keep them. Love them. Cherish them.

I hope this feeling of emptiness will be gone soon. I hope I can finally find people who I can consider as my confidants, my friends. People who know my story—who really know the true me.