Edit: I have my ride preference to Silent/Quiet Mode.

Hopped on sa Grab Taxi kasi gusto ko makatipid. Worst decision of 2024. HAHAHAHAHA
I was in Manila pauwi sa bahay ko, madami ako bitbit so I opted to take Grab Taxi para less hassle ang commute. Nung sumakay ako sabi nung driver if gusto ko daw sa harap umupo, I said "I am fine here sa likod". We had a small conversation for a bit and akala ko magiging casual talk lang between driver and passenger. Pero ayun si kuya napunta na sa kung pano daw yung mga lintek na tao sa simbahan tinataas lang daw ang kamay tapos yehey yehey daw HAHAHAHAHAHA. Proceeds to berate church go-ers, nawala na daw sila sa pananalangin. He hates religion daw, pero siya gusto niya lang daw i-spread ang salita ng diyos.

"Naiintindihan niyo po ba ako sir"
Sabi ko "Opo *sits still, looking pretty *

Barat pa rin si kuya driver, pinapaalala sakin ways para bumalik daw sa diyos.

"Una sir, kailangan mong mamatay"
I was like O____O "[well shit, this is how I die]"
"Sunod kailangan mong mailibing"
Sabi ko sa sarili ko "[Sana maganda yung kabaong]"
"Sunod naman, kailangan mong mabuhay ulit"
I sighed "[Ah he's talking metaphorically LAUGHS INTERNALLY]"

I can feel that this religious talk is leading somewhere to lowkey recruitment. Maybe my plan of acting stupid and oblivious is working too well, but I am too tired and sleepy to talk to him kasi legit inantok ako sa kwento/sermon niya.
Napunta sa lowkey gaslighting na si kuya driver niyo na lahat daw ng nasa simbahan eh bobo lang, hindi daw ako bobo kasi hinayaan ko siyang magsalita, oo kuya hinayaan kitang magsalita kasi ayaw ko ng bad energy (it's hard being an empath sometimes HAHAHAHAH), almost bursted with anger kasi I really hate gaslighting, pero inisip ko na lang sakyan yung storytime ni kuya, tutal 50% of the way na kami sa bahay ko.

Nakalimutan ko kung pano kami napunta sa topic na pati ang mga bakla ay parte daw ng mga taong hindi isusulat sa libro para makapasok sa heaven, hindi ako bakla pero yucks mapang-api, gaslighter, and homphobic. He's ticking all of check boxes one by one HAHAHAHA.

Magbait daw siyang tao, marami nang natulungan sa isa niya pang job. At ang dila niya daw ay para lang sa pagpapalaganap ng salita ng diyos. Hindi niya yata na proofread ung script niya about the people attending catholic churches na kanina niya pang minumura at mga taong nangaliwa HAHAHAHAHAHA not to mention yung pagkasabi niya hindi niya daw ito salita, kundi salita ito ng diyos. Homophobic, Narcissitic, Gaslighter, at Marites na pala ang diyos niya HAHAHAHAHAHA.

So ayun malapit na ako sa bahay ko, todo bigay na si kuya niyo driver about gaano kaganda ang "samahan" nila. Inalok pa akong sumama sa likod lang daw ng [insert "isang kilala at malaking shopping mall sa may north metro manila" here] Hindi ako maka-imik kasi full on overdrive na siyang i-recruit ako at pumunta doon.

Maybe hanggang doon na lang kaya kong masabi. Na sstress na ako magkwento. I'm just glad I am safe. Btw, I haven't mentioned na isa pala akong Agnostic person, I'm pretty much sure I am heavily convinced on not beliving there is a god now considering there are people like him in our streets. Grab should do something about this, especially sa taxi services, parang feeling ko hindi sila tinututukan as much as their own drivers. I really hate these types of people who enforce their views unto other people and expect them to be treated respectfully when they themselves have openly admitted into doing henious acts that, if by some omnipotent being is present, would consider a grave sin.

Yun lang rant ko. Mag ingat kayong lahat! You have the right to say no to them, I just didn't say it kasi trip kong mang-judge sa fucked up views ng mga taong ito HAHAHAHAHA.