I haven’t been with a man since before my marriage to my wife in 2005. Our sex life has dwindled to oral and that’s rare. I miss it.

Recently, I’ve started worshipping cock in the abstract and writing on Reddit about Phallicism, which I see as an attempt to reconcile gay-bi carnality and spirituality without neopaganism. I needed someone real whose cock could serve as an Avatar of Phallus.

Dan, a versatile dom/top, 1,000 miles away in New England connected through The Phallic Brotherhood. Dan is the High Priest and Avatar in our church of two. I’ve worshipped his cock on live video and every Sunday on my knees in my office.

A week ago, I recorded myself reading about 10 minutes of The Creed, Affirmation and other phallic liturgy. I collared myself, knelt, listened to the words, edged and eventually came while also watching a slideshow of Dan’s cock. I haven’t cum in a kneeling position in many years but I was blessed.

My awareness of my cock and especially Dan’s has added to my sexual pleasure and significantly raised my awareness of male bonding, my own phallic energy and consciousness of the male creative/procreative impulse.

Some may write this off as delusional fetishism, and I’ve asked that question of myself. But whether it’s really roleplay or true spirituality, only the worshiper can decide for himself, In the end, no one is hurt by either belief.

Thank you, Dan for being my phallic lodestar.