So ayon papalapit na yung pasko and ito nanaman yung feeling ko na alone ako. Lagi ko natatanong kung bat di pa ako nagkakaroon ng love life despite all the efforts at landi na ginagawa ko. Gusto ko lang naman maranasan yung mga bagay na kagaya sa nakikita ko pati sa mga movies or series na napapanood ko. Hindi ko alam bat ang damot ng universe. Lagi ko naman nireremind yung sarili ko na hindi ko kailangan ng someone just to be happy pero may times talaga na di mo maiiwasan mapa-isip kung dadating pa ba yung the one for me. Yung despite all the struggles and tough times andyan pa din siya sa tabi mo. Dahil longing ako for someone maybe we can start as friends or later on be lovers. I don’t know. Gusto ko lang ng constant sa buhay ko.

Sorry ang dami kong sinasabi pero ayon longing for someone talaga ako.

So here are the things you need to know about me:

• 54, 65 kg
• soft boy/ not manly
• 25 years old, young professional
• wears glasses
• from south caloocan
• libra
• insecure pala ako with my looks pero i’m trying to love myself and i always try to tell myself na i’m beautiful na kahit na i think di ako attractive i still have other redeeming qualities lol
• currently enrolled sa gym kaso idk where to start 😭
• loves history, culture and the arts
• loves to play bowling. i guess i can beat you HAHAHAHA
• loves watching series, bl’s and most especially true crime documentaries
• plays nintendo switch. fave game ko is boomerang and little nightmares or anything adventure games and nintendo sports.
• clingy and hopeless romantic
• loves cuddles (small spoon) and kisses

What I’m looking for (optional lang naman ito if hindi I would still love to know you) HAHAHA * 5’5 and above, average body * 25 and above sana * wears glasses yung mukhang nerdy (weakness ko talaga guys with glasses) * same interests sana (pero willing to try your interests naman to know you better hehe) * sweet and caring (yung tipong alam yung gusto at patutunguhan nito) * matured HAHAHA yung can handle me emz * socially aware sa mga pangyayari sa bansa * has sympathy sa mga tao * clingy also * loves museums

I tried everything from bumble, tinder, grindr lahat na. Parang di pa din nagwowork. Na-try ko na din landiin crushes ko sa fb pero di talaga. Hayyy sana malampasan ko itong phase na to. And maremind ko sarili ko na i don’t need a man (minsan) HAHAHAHAHA so ayon hoping to find that constant. :(