On Sunday we lost our new bunny after only having her for about two months, my wife surprised me with her as we had lost our bunny of 13 years a couple months prior. We fell in love with her instantly as unlike a lot of rabbits who tend to be a bit more timid she was a little outgoing ball of energy. I miss having her jump up to sit with us on the couch or the bed, I miss having her follow me all throughout the apartment, I miss watching her explore and discover new things or greet me when I came home.

I was devastated when our rabbit of 13 years had died, and eventually accepted it. She lived a long life and I have countless memories with her, when she went, it was her time. But, I cannot accept this loss, she had so much life left to live. She went from being her normal crazy self to gone in less than 24 hours.

Worse yet we had got a companion for her a couple of weeks ago, her companion is the opposite of her though. More introverted and standoffish , I am trying to love her but I am finding it hard. I keep trying to project the qualities of the bunny we lost onto her and finding myself disappointed with her when she does respond the same ways. I fear that I will always resent this bunny and never give her the love she deserves simply because she is not like the one we lost. I just feel so terrible in so many ways, I can't find any joy in any aspects of life, I am crushed...