I really can't express my feelings to anybody but for the past year, since my dog passed away right in my arms on new years eve, I couldn't feel whole. People think I exaggerate this and it was just a dog but she was more than that for me. As a person who's been working from home since 2017, she was the one who'd been there for me, all the time. We'd spend every minute together. People even said we looked and acted similar and I'm sure she was my soul dog. I miss her every single day and I hold back my tears not to be judged, I bury myself in work so I don't think. But I feel like this feeling will forever remain and I'll forever miss her. I hope I really could give Roka the life she deserved. She was the best doggo ever and I hope she's eating all the treats wherever she is now