I just feel so defeated. I have a 6month old and a 2 year old. Life is hard. My partner is amazing and he does so much and is so supportive and I still struggle.

I’ve only lost 8.6lbs since end of December. I was tracking like crazy but I decided I wasn’t going to track for a few weeks (all march and now whatever has passed in April). For me it gets obsessive calorie counting so I have to give myself a break here and there but the days are so long and I find myself eating crap in the evenings more often than not when I’m not counting. I know it’s all calories in and calories out but it’s exhausting building every recipe in my fitness pal.

I do a very easy lunch (usually eggs) but trying to build these recipes and figure out WHAT to eat for dinners is just so much with two little kids.

I don’t lose anything unless I’m intermittent fasting either and I’m fighting against hashimotos thyroid disease

Doctors have checked and everything is totally fine so it’s just me. I’m the problem but life is hard, draining, stressful

I don’t want it to take years to lose this pregnancy weight but I fear at the rate I’m going it will

Just a rant because I’m having a down day. I know it’ll get better and I just have to decide to keep at it because life isn’t going to get easier