I came to realization recently that cheefing my pen and burning through a whole 1g cart in less than a week is bad for me and literally ruining my life in some ways. Although i use marijuana for genuine medical issues, I know i’ve become far too dependent on it and that in order for me to actually be able to get the work I need to get done, I can’t be stoned all the time or constantly trying to “extend” the high. So today I hit my pen in the morning so I could eat and take my meds, and put it down. It’s been hours since I last smoked but I’m already craving more, even though I know I can’t keep up the same pattern and then go “i’ll just smoke less tomorrow”. I feel moody and tired and restless all at the same time. I cant focus and get any work done either. I need to push through this feeling and get work done without giving in. This is so hard. I honestly need some good advice on how to pull through and teach myself to be productive without weed.