Man. It's so sad to think about How much my weed usage has changed over the months....

I used to smoke because it made me livelier, happier, so motivated and so interested in things.

But these days smoking does the exact opposite.

Makes me dead.

Makes me lay in bed all day and watch tv.

Makes me not care about my environmental and personal hygiene.

Kills my interest in any hobbies.

It's time to take a break.

Update: For those wondering. I have smoked 2-4 bowls a day for almost 2 months now. It's my longest binge. And the one where I truly fell into abuse for the first time.

Update 2: Some comments mentioning I might be depressed. I'm not gonna lie. Even without weed these things do still persist. Truth be told I just really don't want to accept it being depression. Because I beat depression last September. And I really don't want it to come back. Either way weed isn't helping I'm the long run. So I am definitely taking a break and dealing with this stuff on a sober state before I come back.