I've been writing a post nuclear horror survival for the past two years and I'm going to officially and the novel on chapter 30 currently I'm working on chapter 25. I have 104,264 words, 546,708 characters and a whole lot of editing to do afterwards. I was going to put in a request once I copyright the manuscript to TOR (although they only really accept like 1 in 10 manuscripts and I'm not arrogant) or go through indie publishing. Thankfully I got some pretty good cover art that at the very least is aesthetically pleasing if the book isn't as good as I hope it is lol. Now what does this have to do with this subreddit? Well.....

I'm addicted to pussy. I'm 23 years old and I really don't like BJ's I only really get off by going down on a woman. Problem is I'm like kind of autistic and socially awkward and don't get out as much as I should unless I'm drinking then I've become an absolute Chad and don't remember it. Regardless, I could eat pussy for hours. I find that I'm my most productive and happiest after I've worshiped the woman between her thighs for long enough. Problem is I haven't gone down on a woman in like 4 years. I found that my chances of putting myself in a situation where I can properly go down on a girl have been raised every time I bring my cat out on the harness and college girls come flooding the pet him and conversate with me. But he doesn't like going outside so I don't force him for the sake of picking up chicks.

Anyways how this ties together is that unless I'm smoking two packs of cigarettes in one night while drinking a lot of black coffee it could be anywhere from between 1 to 2 months for me to find the motivation with my ADHD to finish a chapter. It's highly demoralizing trying to write with a severe lack of pussy. Idk suppose I'm hoping a nice woman and fellow literary nerd who enjoys getting head might see this idk. Probably going to stick to the cigarettes and coffee, but if a nice lady is interested on letting me mentally recharge between her legs for 2 hours I'll include her name in the book when it's published ✌🏻