It took her 10 min to regain her composure. I finally reached over and softly rubbed her back and asked how she was doing. She said “i don’t know…..it was amazing, but almost too much and not enough at the same time. Ive never cum like that before. Best fuck of my life……Sorry you couldn’t use your cock much, i need to cum hard, and your dick wasn’t getting me there. Really almost ruined it. Would have been so frustrating to loose it. Hard To explain……. I guess the best i can explain, is that your dick trying to make me cum they way i need to now is like taking a peewee flag football team to the super bowl. Theres no chance of winning. No point in even trying. I think i just need a division champ to make me cum properly. Im sorry honey.”

I told her “Its fine! Its actually better for me. I can tell when my dick is frustrating you, and its a relief for me to give you what you need. Lets me enjoy the moment instead of worrying and working myself to death for nothing. I love finally being able to make you cum properly!”

She clarified that “i meant after a sleeve to. I used to love your cock after, but i could barely feel i earlier. You’ve been double stuffing me after lately and i think I’ve gotten used to having more after too.” I reassured her that it was fine. As long as she cums how she needs, Im happy. She asked “you’re seriously ok not getting any pussy? Cause i think thats where this is heading. If I’m being totally honest, the only reason i even let you in after was to feel your cum shoot in me. Thats always one of my favorite parts, but i just couldn’t deal with your cock earlier. It was almost painfully underwhelming, no where near enough sensation, and almost ruined the orgasm high i was on. You used to feel….enough after but not today for some reason. I’m sorry honey i don’t want to hurt your feelings”.

She got a bit emotional and said “sorry if i got carried away with the dirty talk and teasing. I know you like it, but i feel like i was mean, and now i just told you your cock doesn’t do much for me anymore. I feel bad and selfish that i cant feel your dick anymore, because i have been asking you to fill me up all the time, but its so much better and more satisfying.”

I told her it was all fine! I have always known i had a small dick. Previous girlfriends have mentioned it, and in teenage MMF situations i could see that the girls reacted much more to my friends larger cock. I came to terms with my size a long time ago. Im just glad she is cumming properly now, and was sorry she hadn’t been able to for the first 23 years of our relationship. I gave her a big hug and we kissed. She looked at me and asked if I was telling the truth, because she needs me to be honest since she wants me to be satisfied to, but she really NEEDS larger cocks to cum, and can’t go back now that she knows how much better a bigger dick is. After today she isn’t sure that just me will work anymore after a big cock either. She said “its hard explain….it was so underwhelming when you slid in, it almost made me loose my shit. Was like intense disappointment, frustration, and almost anger all at once. I guess what I’m saying, is that if you’re truly OK with it, id prefer if you just stick to sleeves and double stuffing me after, and don’t put your cock in by itself unless you ask first or i tell you to. It kind of almost ruined the moment today, and i don’t want that to happen again.”

I told her it was more than fine! I was glad she was being open and honest, and finally communicating her needs (she is normally very shy about discussing sex outside the moment).

She said “promise you’ll speak up if you need something more, cause you probably wont get inside me anymore by yourself. If you really need it, just promise you’ll tell me and ill let you fuck sometime when i don’t need to get off, or ill suck your dick till you cum.

I assured her i was fine, and that this arrangement was infinitely less stressful and definitely better for me. I was glad to have everything in the open finally, and that she was my my world, and its my job to make sure she is happy and fulfilled, and, after 20 years of frustration for her, its the least i can do!