I'm slowly getting more and more into piss kinks but I've been posed with quite an issue. I've got a shy bladder. I can hardly pee in my own stall if someone is in the same bathroom as me. Like unless i really need to go, or can find a way to distract myself (typically checking my phone) i can't get myself to relax enough to pee in public. Unfortunately, this shyness extends to on-camera as well. I've only been able to take a small handful of videos of me pissing because the moment i get the camera out, it becomes 100% harder to relax and pee even if its just in the privacy of my own home. I've tried to hold my bladder for a long time previously and that was really the only time i managed to get me pissing myself on camera, and even then it took a lot of mental wrangling to calm down enough to pee. I'd love to get desperate enough to the point where I'm leaking and pissing with another person involved, I feel like that would be perfectly humiliating.

So I'm curious, what are your thoughts? Do you think this sort of cute? That I find it so hard to pee and would inadvertently hold for much longer because I can't relax enough to piss? Does anyone with shy bladders have tips or tricks into releasing your bladder easier? I'd love to get more pics and videos to share online.

DMs open, I'd love to have a conversation or find a dom willing to guide me through pissing myself (at a later date).