I need your opinion 🥺 I had a huge crush on that girl off my school for 3 whole years when I was 18 to 21. She was a petit arabic goddess, beautiful brown eyes, incredible hair and a perfect feminine but slim body. It did not work out, and pretty much nothing happend between us besides me simping to hard. Sometimes I think that she was the person that got me into this kink because I always felt incredible submissive and inferior throughout all the rejection I got. I don’t know why yi didn’t stop simping for her tbh. We have not been in contact for a while and I regularly have the thoughts about texting her to send her money and maybe even become her fincuck one day. In my opinion it would top out our relationship because it would manifest her as the supirior that she is. The big problem is that she knows pretty much anybody that I know and it might destroy my social life if she starts talking about it. The other problem is, how would you confess it to her, just send via paypal to her, without comment or message her first, if so what specifically should I text? Im struggling, would appreciate some advice 🫶🏻🥺