Toughest day of my life - we just lost our baby at 32 weeks. She had a miscarriage at 5 weeks then got pregnant almost right away and this happens. Just doesn't make sense... Hardest thing is all of the pain my wife had to go through these months to end like this...

Edit: More info about what happened... Hoping it will be helpful to someone

We have two beautiful children already... Wife had a miscarriage last year at 5 weeks and it was hard. We didn't know how we could do it again. She got pregnant after a month. We didn't believe it.... We couldn't believe that it could happen so fast.

With covid it was a different pregnancy, I couldn't be in any appointments with her. Then yesterday she said she didn't feel the baby kick for awhile.... OB couldn't find a heart beat... Hospital did ultrasound and no heartbeat... She's at 32 weeks and we lost our baby... Again.

And now she has to go through the labour and pain knowing that at the end of all this we won't have a baby. We'll have to pack everything to sell, take the crib apart, get rid of the new car seat we purchased, sell all the baby toys and clothing. On top of all this, baby's older siblings (3 and 6) have to learn what death means. It's heart breaking. My 3 year old doesn't understand.

I didn't think we would ever be part of the 1 % who experience a miscarriage or still birth at 32 weeks....