So I've kinda hit a dead in I have a kid, every jobs the same I barely make enough im the only one pulling in money two jobs plus doordash and im constantly getting layed off im never "fired" but im fired so I just said fuck it like most people and am trying to enlist to become a PJ so I can be someone somebody needs in their darkest hour. Problem is I have a knife kink and I have scars from where I've been cut its never been me I've been bound most of the time, thing is though my skin scars stupid easy even if I don't bleed and my biggest fear is this is going to bench me and I'm just going to be fucked like I dont even know what to go or where to turn to besides the military and if I got to get it covered I can its just going to be money I don't have. Anything will help im literally hanging on by a thread and barely but I just fuck. I dont know I never even wanted to enlist but I got a kid and my life is just falling apart my relationship is falling apart I just want to do good and prove I can do this but I think the scars will stop it If not definitely make it 100% harder.