I just had a pretty wierd experience with puting on my candles. I'll start with giving some back story.

My grandma sadly passed away just 2 weeks ago, het death was pretty sudden because she had been diagnosed 2 weeks prior with cancer (again). The last 2 weeks of het life she spent on intensive care where, especialy the last 5 days she had a real battle with death. Never wanting to give up she kept on fighting even though she was slipping away. I have seen a lot of people suffering befor death science i'v been an palliative care nurse. But to see a loved one suffer this much and the docters who won't listen to the nurses has had an big impact. She realy sufferd, at last she finaly got some Morphine and because i asked also somthing to sleep because she was getting more uncomfortable. I'ts so sad that i had to keep asking to give her somthing...

Fast forward almost 2 weeks further to today. I always put on candles but science it's All Hallowes' Eve i wanted to put on more candles. I started with candles in a stone carved pumpking and then went on to give all the grandparents who pased away theire seperate candle. When i wanted to put on the candle on of my grandmother... the match just went out... so i tried again. Second match also went out imediatly while i was standing still. I tried 7 times and no patch kept burning. So i tried the candle for my boyfriends grandparents... and the match kept burning! So finaly i had a lit match so i slowly and carefully whent to my grandmothers candle and finaly got it lit.

Tbh idk what to think about this experience but i realy feel wierd about it... what do you think?

Ps Happy Halloween