Def not nsfw but ok. So, at work I was talking to a coworker about my family (cousins and mom). I shared how my mom had told since I was 13 that she wanted to die and be with her mom. I shared how my mom passed and such. Well, on my way to get dinner after work, I was thinking about mom, I’m the type that believes if you believe in Jesus you go to heaven and you no longer give a fuck about people here because why would you? But, I got to thinking about her and I started smelling her perfume in my truck, or at least something extremely close to how she or her apartment smelled. I believe in certain paranormal things and I’m ok with the idea that she may have visited or something. What I’m stuck on is why? Like, there’s no one answer bc we all have our own beliefs and that’s great. I’m just not sure if the asshole bc I wasn’t exactly painting her in a great light or if I’m the asshole bc I don’t talk bout her or if I’m not an asshole… I feel like I might be tho. Anyway, just thought I’d share my moment and see what anyone thinks.