Putting it out here dahil gusto ko lang isend ito sa universe na pagod na pagod na ako, and wala na akong mafeel na home.

• So bale yung work buddy ko nga nahulihan na nagnakaw ng pera sa kumpanya medyo pinoproseso ko pa din sya until now
• I was suspected by the upper management na I took part dun sa nakawan na yon imposible daw na hindi ko alam. I was cleared na though pero sobrang damaging sya for me and came to a point na nagkaroon ako ng panic attack sa office
• I’m already looking for other jobs and kept getting declined, makes me think na even with much experience I’m still not gonna cut it
• It’s been a month since I filed for a claim sa SSS and wala pa din update until now. Nauurat na ako dahil ang bagal ng government
• Had a fight with my Dad kasi he can’t seem to understand na limited lang resources ko, na I can’t keep putting them first instead of my self
• Had a fight with my Mom dahil nangungutang na naman sya sa mga kamag anak namin when I’ve put so much effort to break yung ganong image namin sa kanila
• I’m really thinking of not going home sa Christmas, it doesn’t feel like home anymore. I would rather be alone than to deal with all the stress they’re giving
• I was dumped a few times by several guys and in a way I’m self gas lighting, baka ako nga talaga ang problema
• I keep on dating problematic people
• I’m alcohol dependent, was black out drunk last week end dahil sobrang sama na ng loob ko sa life
• I really want to end it to be honest, hindi ko na mabilang ang dami ng beses na gusto kong tumayo sa gitna ng kalsada para masagasaan
• I’m really sad na my best friend is leaving overseas, masaya ako for her pero syempre I’m gonna miss her a lot
• Ang dami kong utang because of my parents
• Pagod na akong maging magulang sa magulang at mga kapatid ko. I don’t get it bakit ako yung kailangan mag guide sa kanila, ako yung decision maker, the pressure, the stress kaya
• Hindi ko naman gustong mamatay pero I want the pain to end