Nakakapagod din talaga sumalo ng bills and all.

Shaky recently with finances since my lola died due to cancer so imagine the medical expenses until after and syempre di naman din kami yayamanin.

Surviving naman minsan lang nakakalungkot kasi saktong sakto lahat, walang tira sakin. Alam ko naman lilipas din to, wala naman may kasalanan this happened. I believe naman that after this I can focus on myself :)

Minsan nakakapagod lang talaga. My father still works then yung sister ko so tatlo kami then youngest still studying.

Nakakadagdag din ng stress samen tbh is yung sister ko. Walang willingness man lang to help then kapag mag reach out sakanya mom namen laging nakasinghal na palagi nalang sya when it was never her, it was always me. Sorry, rage lang onti :(

She still lives the same roof as them so kahit small help lang sana since shaky nga after everything that happened.

My mom cried once kasi ganon sya sagutin when she's asking nicely baka pwedeng mag help sya. It's so sad to see her that way kasi wala naman syang fault dito. Things happened lang talaga.

I'm just tired tired tired pero alam ko lilipas lang din to. Hoping my lola is proud of me 🕊️