Okay first of all, I’d just like to say this is craaaazy. Also definitely going to be a long one, so buckle up!

I identify as a lesbian and a virgin, and have been for a while, but have been getting curious about penises from watching porn. I had lots of questions and wanted to know what touching one would feel like. I started posting my curiosities and got tonssss of messages and attention. One night I’m out with my family, it’s a long ass car ride so I checked my Reddit under my jacket so my siblings couldn’t see lol. I open my message requests and see someone sent a picture; I was like ‘oh probably another unsolicited dick pic’ but I couldn’t have been more wrong😭

I see the picture, and it’s my brothers best friend. HIS BEST FRIEND. And I was so surprised because like… what😀 anyways, this picture was posted on his Instagram and I literally went back to double check just because of how much of a shock it was. He doesn’t know who I am keep that in mind. I text him asking how old he is (idk why I asked when I already knew lol) but I sent a message saying I knew him but deleted it after a while because I got scared haha. I don’t text anything back and I get a text a couple weeks later after having him on my mind, “hey”. I said something around ’hey, sorry I got paranoid’ and told him I knew him but not who I am (2 days ago)

We chat for hoursssss and we’re sexting and we start sending some hot pics/nudes. After getting a dick pic from him I was speechless, it was huge and I wanted to touch it. He really liked my tits and told me how badly he wanted them/me. Things are heated and he was curious understandably, but I was still shy. I told him I’m definitely not the prettiest girl imo and I dress in baggy clothes like a 12 yo boy lmao. He goes, “Ah!” And something along the lines of “it’s been a long time since I’ve seen you”. My heart instantly DROPS. I’m extremely nervous

Mind you, my brother and him have been best friends since like, what, kindergarten? He’s been to my house, we’ve all hung out, and he was my big buddy when I was in first grade and he was in fifth (it was a school thing idk if other places do this). Oh, and last quarter I had a class with his sister and she sat a couple seats away from me, it was awkward talking to her after getting his message lol (same class with that one story about my prof)

posting a part 2, please hold :)