Some months I change my hair color. I bleached it and dyed it bright red last month. Today I am wondering why I did it to begin with. I feel like a clown.

Another month I really wanted to go back to school to be a teacher. So I spent all month obsessing and when my period was over, I wondered why I ever wanted that.

Other months I really want another tattoo. Or I get a haircut that I later regret. Or I shoplift something. Or I want to get a new pet. Or I want to go on a last minute vacation. Or I feel the need to find new friends and obsess over the apps and later have no sincere reason for looking. I have plenty of friends.

Anyone else feel this way? I get obsessed and/or make a hasty decision every single month it seems. My therapist thinks it’s normal but idk.