I’d off myself if I didn’t think it would devastate my family and my partners and my cats but at the same time I hate that bc that means if I accidentally die they might die or what if I just can’t be in their life anymore? I just I wish they were all better so I could leave all of them and my cats and parents dead so I could die without hurting anyone but then I’d be so sad about everyone being dead and all my stuff what would happen to all my stuff u know it’s stupid but I can’t help it ughhhhhh

I know I’m Just hormonal but FUCK I hate myself I hate the world I wish I could just go poof I wish I didn’t care about anyone or anything it would be so much easier

My body hurts and I’m tired but my brain keeps thinking I don’t know what to do