Hey fellow sufferers, I just despise this condition more and more errry month and just when I feel there is some progress (for an unknown reason) and I have a string of two good cycles I get hit with an intensssssely wacky one.

This month it wasn't even hell week that threw me the most - it was that right around ovulation, I was literally a complete insatiable maniac for sex. I had a morning off and lits to do but masturbated pretty much nonstop (leading to some ouch). I was trying to find my favorite toy in the midst of that level of horniness, since it is hidden for kiddo reasons, and I was tearing my room up like a damn tweaker crackhead looking for it. It was absolutely a different level detached from reality from my usual sex-loving confident self that I feel around that time of the cycle. I felt like if some hot guy appeared I would gladly nail them in extreme slutty fashion without a single thought (sorry loving wonderful husband).

This disease just doesn't stop giving. But what I wouldn't give to have these extremes leveled out even just a tiny bit, because I want to be a normal amount of excited for sex for more than three days and not irrationally angry and sore and bloaty gross and tired half of every cycle where sex is effectively the last thing I would ever ask for...