Nagbreak na tayo before, naging toxic kasi tayo sa isat isa. After the breakup, there were lies about your past that were uncovered. I was relieved, kasi sabi ko ah kaya pala naging toxic kami, there was something hidden talaga.

We gave it another chance. We discussed everything. Nagusap din tayo about sa mga ineexpect natin from each other, ways in how we wouldn't fall into our codependency again. The first few months were good, despite the fights, nareresolve natin ng maayos, napaguusapan. Nagkakaroon ng growth.

But now, I find myself begging you to make time for me, to plan dates with me, to make an effort to spend time with me. We're growing farther apart each day and when I communicate this to you, all that happens is I feel invalidated.

After our most recent fight, just yesterday, about being considered, I dont think I can be the one to approach you again to talk about it. If you dont ask to talk with me this weekend (you have work so gets ko di today), i think it's over. I've asked you before to communicate with me and be the one to bring things up too after a fight, and if you still cant after months and months, maybe hindi mo talaga kaya with me.

I know wala ka dito, you dont have reddit. I dont want to tell a friend, ayoko magbago ang tingin nila sayo but I also need to tell it somehow to someone anyone.