The entire week was a hell of a mess for me. More that a month since we part our lives. Alot of unsaid words from my end but there were no regrets. This week was very hard, my relapse was very intense. There were consecutive days that I cry very hard and the pain is not being lessen up even I cried. I have alot of realzations now and I just want to feel better soon. I already made a decision that my suffering will be until the end of the year and will face 2025 with positivity and a new version of me. I dont know what will happen in the future but one thing is for sure that I want to be okay as soon as i can. This week has been an emotional whirlwind for me, marking over a month since our paths diverged. There are still many words left unspoken on my part, but I hold no regrets. The days have been tough, with an overwhelming relapse that hit me hard. I found myself crying for days on end, yet the pain remained, refusing to ease no matter how much I let it out.

Through this storm, I've had many realizations, and I’m holding on to the hope of feeling better soon. I've decided to allow myself this period of pain until the end of the year, but I am determined to welcome 2025 with positivity and a renewed sense of self. I don’t know what the future holds, but one thing I am certain of is my commitment to healing and finding peace as soon as possible.