Hi guys, I am an IT graduate (24) na napunta sa BPO kasi ang hirap humanap ng work as a fresh grad puro with experience ang hanap. Kaya in 6 months of being unemployed tried applying for back-office sa BPO atleast kako may related sila sa Data management. Fast forward, I did my best at work, pinataas QA, sinipagan hindi nagrereklamo and did my best to get along with co-workers. I thought, as long as gawin ko lahat yon I will be fine kaso ayon bad news arrived, onti onting nababawasan yung kawork ko, yung ibang may experience sa calls are reprofiled while yung iba is floating status dahil walang available na non-voice. Akala namin nagbabawas lang ng tao, only to learn na until November nalang ang back-office sa account namin

I tried applying na kahit saan kaso most ng interviews na nainvite ako laging pinopoint na urgent ang hiring. So I resigned, it's either mag floating status ako or mag resign nalang kasi puro with experience sa calls ang gusto ng mga account samin. Now mag eend na yung November and I still can't secure a job na related to my degree.

May 2 interviews ako na I thought, I did good and The head manager even said last week na they will secure me the position because I did well while he is interviewing me. They said they will message me on the result until Tuesday which is today kaso till now wala padin.

Napanghinaan na ako ng loob, I thought na basta galingan and sipagan ko lang sa work will be enough kaso it's not enough pala. I only gained 10 months of working experience, hindi man lang umabot ng 1 year.

I know na yung skills ko sa programming is on the average side lang pero I always do my best kaya nagagawa and natatapos ko mga requirements and naka graduate ng walang bagsak na grade. And I loved what I am doing kaya I am still try to find a work where I can grow as an IT guy, may it be software, may it be hardware. I don't care as long as I will grow there

I just want to make my parents proud of me. My parents are so proud of my brothers kasi andami na nilang nararating, while me heto on the lowest part. Ayokong umuwi ng province as a dissapointment kaso deep inside I feel so disappointed with myself.