Hi guys so I'm Gona share my story here.

Started a cycle 8 weeks ago

My cycle was

Test e 300-350 per week injected m w f Primo 200 per week Var 50 per day

I ran this for 3 weeks and I was feeling ok just low sexual mood. I fucked up here and decided to add mast at 100 per week

I did blood throughout all the 3 weeks before adding masteron and my E2 was around 25pg/ml but never checked my test here

After 2 weeks of adding the mast I did bloods

And my E2 was around 30 and my test was at 3300 and my SHBG was around 20, felt low E2 sides all over and it was clear me test E2 ratio was out of bounce so I decided to drop masteron and primo all together and just cruise till the end of my cycle on var and test e with HCG added

So from week 5-8 I was on test e 250 , var 50 and I added HCG at 350-500 IUs 3x per week

During these 3 weeks I started to get morning wood again that was relatively alternating between strong and weak and sometimes I had small libido boosts our of nowhere so I decided to get bloods again last week

My test level before my next injection was 1700 and my E2 was around 40 Pg/ml and my SHBG was 11 and I did bloods for everything else like lipids and thyroid ect and the only lows I got where dhea around 100 and HDL at 25

So last week I dropped the var and this week I checked my lipids again and now HDL is a 25

I'll be checking my E2 and free test this week as well to see where I'm at

Right now my symptoms are just some fatigue in the evenings, no libido at all, can get hard if stimulated mentally but erections are lost easily

I feel my dick and my mind are out of sync, like If I watch porn for 3 hrs , I feel nothing and my dick can't get hard at all even if I masterbait

I feel like there's this constant stress feeling that doesn't allow me to get turned on

I know this sounds weird but I'm out of ideas here

I'm leaning more towards my E2 being low compared to my test but I'm not sure

Also I did the immunoassay E2 test because I don't have access to the sensitive one

Please help me , I don't know what else to do, I'm literally losing my mind here. I'm way Hornier without test or peds