i am at my wits end. i have had horrible periods since i was 12, im 18 now. i was diagnosed when i was 12 or 13 and tried many diff birth control pills and then the depo shot which made my hair fall out. i’ve had over 2 week long periods that were just 2 weeks apart, such heavy bleeding and unbearable cramps. nowadays the bleeding isn’t as heavy but the cramps are just getting worse. and on my first day of my period i get so emotional that i just sob all day and genuinely feel suicidal at times even when im doing well except for the period. my gyno is suspecting endo as well so im on orilissa but its making my mood swings so bad. i cant keep missing work and school for my unpredictable periods. i also cannot lose weight, over the summer i did a high intensity activity where i was exercising for 12 hrs a day and barely eating yet i still gained weight. i just keep packing on more weight even after trying semaglutide/wegovy (it made me throw up every day) and im on metformin now which helps with my fatigue but not weight loss. im in so much pain and im so sick of dealing with this and im still young and have a long time to deal with it. im looking into possible uterine ablation or bisalp or endo lap just anything to help, as well as trying more supplements. i am planning on getting a hysterectomy whenever im old enough. i am open to any recommendations bc this just sucks so much. i’m also extremely sweaty and cannot control it even when im not hot? i am SO frustrated! i’ve had an internal ultrasound and everything’s normal but i don’t feel normal. i’m currently on orilissa and idk if it’s doing anything yet, but it’s making me sweat more and be moody. i hate my body and it doesn’t feel like it’s mine anymore because of how much it keeps betraying me.