(Vod Review) hog main

I have 1300 h on the game and 400 on hog and i have seemed to hit my skill cap on him. I just seems i havent improved for the last 100-150 hours playing him. I need some serious help. In some games i can be very good and just solo the enemies but in other games i just seem to lose my grasp of the game. Missing crucial hooks and making huge mistakes in important moments. I must admit that besides the obvious lack of mechanical skill and knowledge of the game being in gold, my biggest letdown is my mental, i dont tilt or blame teammates i just seem to play worse on purpose if i sense the enemies are good and have a legitimate chance of winning. Creating a sort of backdoor for me to say that if i lose i just didnt play at my best and wasnt caring about the game. It has gotten better from my earlier days where i would start playing really really bad if i knew the enemies had a chance but nowadays it only happens occasionally and not that hard as back in the days. So hit me up if you would like to help me i have vods of me getting rolled and vods of me rolling so we can see what went wrong or went good in the games. Code: HJXRQ5 (btw this is not an ego vod most of my games go like this)