Not so much a spoiler as alluding to something, but still.

I saw someone else’s post last night about how we don’t have long to wait until Bees and thought, “oh yeah! I started a re-listen to MOBY a while back, I should finish that up before my preordered book gets here!”

(I tend to alternate between listening to podcasts and audiobooks to fall asleep at night, and had been on a podcast kick lately so I kind of forgot where I was in the book.)

Awesome. Get my sleep headphones on, do my skincare routine, put on some cuticle oil. Snuggle into bed and hit play - I’m at chapter 116, only 7 hours left! Set my 60 minute sleep timer….

….30 minutes later I’m sobbing in bed. Oof, I had forgotten how hard that part hits me. I’m still feeling a little weepy about it this morning after dropping my kid off at preschool.