Hello Everyone, I'm just posting this to tell people to help those in need. I also would like to say things that things happen and are not a coincidence. I've been in pain due too neurological problems. I had a girlfriend during this process but we've broken up. Just for context she use to tell me her names a lizards name alot. She told me one time, that her mother was going to name her Rorie but decided not too and i replied " that sounds like a lizards name". She would always rub that comment into me sometimes. Anyways a week or so after the break up I was walking in the park. As I was on the trail some kid was crying and people were passing by him as he was bleeding. He was bleeding on the corner of his head by the end of his eyebrow. For more context I've actually been in a situation like this, when I was three I had a dog bite me and rip off half my eyebrow. After asking the kid what happened calming, turned out he just face planted, I sat em down on a bench and asked for his name he replied "Rorie" after that I did some stuff to make sure he was conscious follow the finger, count the fingers, smile and stick his tongue out. Anyways he got stitches after the ambulance took em to the hospital and I called his mom for him. Really made me think "huh, I wonder why outta all the names the kid had that one" I then laughed and said "Ha Lizard" while walking back home. Today though as well I was driving home some guy was carrying in a bag a six pack of Soda in a bag and a pizza with a hunched back, this was at the park agian. He hunched over one those tube like poles that are attached to the ground , they're about four foot tall and our placed by wifi and electric companies for connection purposes too building's. I passed by him and thought too myself " I'm in pain, no one's gonna help me, I'm alone. That makes me feel bad" I quickly turned around, asked him if he wanted a ride and took em to the apartments he lived in just by my house. I have to say, things make me feel good. I hate the world, people, myself. I don't understand why things happen, why I don't trust other because of the way I'm raised. Why I'm so mentally ill. I have to say though I hope I find more people who need help when no one is around. I know how that feels. It's sad, scary, empty. Although this was just two simple things in the past month it really makes me think.