Beware: This post is extremely gay.

I've been into muscular men for a while now. But recently, I've been getting into orgasm denial. Specifically, complete denial. No pumping, grinding, or any sort of stimulation allowed.

I've been gooning for a very long time. Several hours a day, worshipping the perfect male form. I was in complete bliss, drooling and mindlessly pumping for my gods. However, I came to a revelation. They're so big and perfect and muscular. And I'm not. I'm just a little twink. And there's something missing in our dynamic.

Muscular gods should be worshipped, but not by pumping. I should pledge something to them. Something that I've been indulging in for too long. They deserve to take something of mine that I cherish too much. So I'm pledging away my cock.

No more orgasms. No more touching. Nothing. They completely own it. Only big muscular gods get to cum. I don't.

Ever since then, I felt as if a switch flipped in my head. I still spend hours a day worshipping their perfect bodies. But not by touching. By denying myself. By aching and throbbing and leaking and squirming. By pathetically whining and begging to cum. By frying my brain with their muscular perfection. I've been in a very horny state. Completely passive and docile. Willing to do anything to please my gods. I feel like I'm frying my brain even more than when I was gooning, and god does it feel good.

It's just natural to not touch. It's so natural to leave orgasms and everything else to them. These delicious feelings of frustration are my reward. Being unable to touch has made me appreciate them so much more. And I'm only just getting started.