It's official, I'm hooked! I can't see myself going back. Every time I've had an orgasm since I started my whole edging and denial journey, it hasn't been the same. It felt like the party's over. Even if it's satisfying and a great release, it doesn't give me that constant energetic needy feeling. So I automatically started gravitating towards avoiding an orgasm, I don't need to plan it, just happens at this point.

I love it when the whole day is a rollercoaster of arousal. Those random needy hardons, that are nothing like the casual ones. Balls constantly tense, feeling so full, that sensation making me even more horny. Every time I start pumping my needy cock, it starts feeling so overwhelming, so quickly. Fantasy getting more vivid. Details sharpened. Barely holding myself back from humping my pillow and sheets in bed.

Why would I wanna go back? This to me is heaven, compared to a release and then a low. The energy that it gives me, even improves my mood.