Thank you I appreciate your constructive criticism. You are completely correct on all fronts I do in fact want to work in a lab and be shown physically how to do it because I have ADHD I can't read the books I get bored I can't even remember or obtain the knowledge and keep the knowledge in my brain I have to actually physically do it be shown talk to that's how I've always learned how to do things by watching them I catch on so fast I used to read books for school and my mom would ask me so what was that about and I wouldn't retain any of the knowledge cuz I'm always thinking I'm a super thinker I belong in a think tank but I know definitely if I was in a lab I that's exactly what I want that's exactly why I haven't built a few Hood yet or attempted any synthesis because I know how dangerous it is and I respect science chemistry I've done a couple different things in my life I grew marijuana for 4 years indoors and I didn't even know how to do that but somebody showed me how to do it and I excelled I was selling my marijuana legally by state law where I live cuz it's not completely well back then it wasn't I'm not sure I haven't really looked into the laws lately but they don't care about marijuana they care about all the hard drugs like fentanyl and stuff but anyways I got my license that's when it first I jumped right on the bandwagon and I got bored with that so I started growing magic mushrooms got bored with that now I'm on organic chemistry.

Very simply by just going on Google typing in organic chemistry glassware and they have many different places you can get glassware from I just bought a whole set of glassware for $98 shipped to me with four condensers it's a whole setup.

Thank you very much for the information I appreciate it.

Thank you for talking to me about this that's why I haven't attempted a synthesis because I know I don't do anything in life half-ass if I start something it's going to be the correct way and I finish it I don't just start something and say oh I'll get to it later that's not the type of person I am I can't do it I have OCD PTSD for my car crash and a whole lot of other problems psychologically but my mind races all day long I can't stop thinking and chemistry is perfect for me because it's everlasting there are going to be things that are going to be made you just the possibilities are endless I mean there's look at the future I mean if we even have one robots that can give birth I mean for f*** sakes we're going crazy dude in this world and it's just a matter of time before goes bang but anyways I have a whole Lab set up condensers all the correct safety measures I understand bases and stuff like that and the basic you know you don't put to it that's like putting you don't put chemicals together that aren't supposed to be together and I do have multiple periodic tables but no I have I have all bunch of chemicals I haven't even opened I mean I never even put the fume Hood in and honestly I'm not comfortable with doing it at home until I actually go to school and do it because that's what I want to do that's what God has kept me here for I've died about eight nine times in my life I've been electrocuted almost drowned as a baby but I just floated I remember like it was yesterday being grabbed out of the pool I got a bad car crash trying to save my drunk friend from cuz he was on a rampage I'm still here for a bigger purpose and that is chemistry I mean I have a mask a whole entire laboratory but I have not put a few Hood in because I'm not ready to do that and I know that.

You are completely correct I'm sure we don't I need to go to a real laboratory put that white coat on which I already have I have all the glassware not everything but it depends on what you want to do like they say you can never have enough tools on your belt or period.

As long as the person doing chemistry at home has a fume Hood and has common Sense which in this world is not that common then things are okay but if somebody's just mixing chemicals together not knowing what it's going to do that's a problem but having a lab at your house is not a bad thing you got to have your chemicals locked up and sorted the right way flammables with flammables and so on and so forth. There are too many people that do chemistry at home with no fume hood and no care for safety.

Two people are always better than one in a lab so it would be beneficial because I would learn chemistry at the same time while helping whomever needs help with their work and thus tit for tat.

No absolutely not in person I want to find somebody that can work with me on chemistry related activities.

I don't do anything half-ass in life I have a mass a whole entire laboratory I mean I could just buy a top of the line fume Hood I save my money wisely and I don't spend my money on meaningless things I probably got over $30,000 worth of chemicals glassware I mean dude it is stacked stacked up I even have the walls fire retardant so if there was a fire I fire extinguishers multiple different types of fire extinguishers cuz different chemicals need different things like foam or water or some are water reactive you got your baking soda you definitely keep on hand that is you got to have the baking soda. In a lab lot of baking soda just because baking soda is a building block to basically everything it's used in everything I mean to take down the acid levels pH it's amazing I love chemistry that's what I want to do with my life there's a saying if you find something that you love to do and you wake up everyday excited then you'll never work a day in your life so that being said that is what I want to do with my life is chemistry God has kept me here to do a bigger purpose I have something that I need to do and I know that spiritually my dad died drinking alcohol he was an alcoholic I broke the cycle I don't know how I did because I was an alcoholic for years I was addicted to multiple substances and I got off all of them I mean dude the things I've been through I can start to even explain I have a house and I'm in it alone and I don't even watch TV like that all I do is think about things and research and everything else dude it's my mind never stops thinking I can barely sleep.

I have everything I need all I need is to build my own fume Hood I already have it drawn out mapped out I just need to go to get the wood and the flame retardant stuff I already got the inline fan I already got the stuff but I just got to do it and it's been busy lately with work so and I have to have it up to code because if not the fire department will they can literally if you don't have your chemicals labeled and you're a fire extinguisher and all the codes I know all the codes to where I live at that I need to abide by or I'll be charged find tons of thousands of dollars it just and you can't be making a illegal substances.