So I’ve been using around 50-60$ worth of fentadope for about a year and a half now. I’ve had a week clean time here and there, even went on methadone for a little bit but was kicked out for missing 2 doses because I couldn’t get a ride to the clinic. Yesterday I took a flight down to FL to stay with my aunt and uncle(I’m originally from NJ, just outside Camden) so I have no access to drugs out here so I know I’ll be able to get clean. However, my last use was 4 bags on Friday, and scraping the resin out of a straw before my flight on Saturday and smoking that. My aunt and uncle are on methadone, and are asking me if I want to goto the clinic tomorrow, Monday, because they say there’s no point in being sick. I was able to sneak down 5 8mg subs, but everytime I’ve taken a sub even with 24-48 hrs clean I go into PWD. I don’t want to be on maitenence medication the rest of my life, I’m just hoping there’s a way I can ease my symptoms so I can get back to work down here and not be sick for a whole 2-3weeks.