Hey guys not a person who usually posts on these things but I feel like I wanna vent out a couple of things … This is my 7th trying to go sober all the times I’ve tried CT longest I’ve had sober was 29 days then I caved cause bad “friends” I had. The withdrawls now lately aren’t as bad as when I first was going thru them I just pop some Kratum smoke some weed snd prettt much 1-7 are done. It’s 8-14 I get fucking anxious I don’t know what to do. I love to play Valorant and LoL but my interest towards that is gone. I’m 26 I have two daughters who live with there mom thank god. I just want my normal life back when I was the guy everyone would call for advice , call to go hang out , call to just see how I was doing. I’ve broken so many connections people call to see if I’m alive. It’s sad sad. Today marks day 1 of my journey it’s always a hell of a journey but I’m just tired of being the shitty person in my family I want more than just this drug life style. It takes a lot of energy and effort but I’ve put so much into getting drugs and getting High I believe I can put it into positive things. Sorry for the rant