First post little back story I have been on opiates since I was 15. I'm 22 now I first got hooked when I cracked and compressed my spine at the age of 15 in MMA. I was given 90 tabs a month for a few years for it needless to say like most of the time scrips stop coming my Dr was fired an in jail now for over prescription. So I did what most do turn to dealers I would take almost anything I could get ahold of but never used h or dope just perks oxy tabs Dilly's morphine ect. Now that there is a little info on my situation here's how I relapsed early this year I lost my sister age 36, an old dealer got out of jail an moved three minutes away needless to say I'm sure you know what happened. I ended up getting really sick covid lost my job an now here I stand I just really hope I can make it this time sorry for the rant just feel alone.