hello everyone, i’m new here, but i just wanted to get something off my chest to people that may understand.

i’m a 23 y/o female, & have been on methadone for heroin addiction for around 2 1/2 years. tbh i was stupid for getting on methadone in the first place, as i would have probably been better off just quitting heroin cold turkey. i hadn’t been an addict TOO long, at that point though, i just wanted to not be sick as i had lost my job.

anyways i’ve successfully tapered down from 65mg to 11mg! & now am going down 1mg every 3 weeks. i guess i’m just really scared that the withdrawals are going to get really bad soon, or will be really bad when i eventually jump off completely. i could honestly care less about the mental side of it because i can control that pretty well, it’s the physical.

anyways i just wanted to get that off of my chest. thanks for reading my mini rant.