My addicted mind had an end game when it told me that getting off suboxone would be a better choice than quitting weed. While I understand one is natural and one isn't, one keeps me in the junkie lifestyle, sleeping until its time for work, taking anti anxiety medications to combat anxiety which I think is exacerbated by pot. Those two things are enough but there are more.

At this point in my life I have to choose pharmaceutical science over mother nature. It hurts. But it also feels freeing to know that there is something I can quit a lot easier than opiates. We shall see. When its one or the other it should be easier.

Next Thursday im back in. I have subs to last me.

Bye weed. See you when im better. Maybe.