Been on 8 mg for 6 months, had 2 relapses in January. Other than that ive been doing well.

It just sucks that I am supposed to quit that which has never caused me an issue in life. Something I have a deep love and respect for.

Doc has let me slide for a while now, but she says she can't do it forever. Supposedly the next time I test positive I'll have to come in for an extra visit.

The part of me who doesn't want to stop says that I dont mind paying for an extra visit if it affords me more time to smoke grass. I feel that The policy is flawed because it's making me choose between a heavy duty opiate and a benign plant.

Benzos, opiates, alcohol, I understand the policy. Weed, not so much.

How can I fully convince my doctor to continue turning a blind eye. Or should I just let it go and quit.

Ive actually tried to talk to her about it but she's not really listening all she hears is im not following the policy.

I admit to it every time, and every time im expecting consequences but they never materialize.

All input appreciated