Im 18, 10 months clean off of fent presses but after 6 months of sobriety and suboxone withdrawal I rationalized using pharmaceutical oxycodone to wean off.

Classic junkie thought process. I knew it wouldnt work too I just wanted an excuse to spiral into oblivion again. I had 3 grand saved from selling weed and working at a bowling alley and I blew that shit in a matter of weeks, going on the biggest bender Ive ever experienced.

I was up to 150 mg a day and real oxy is 40 a pill down here. I started waking up at 5pm, my friends distanced themselves after I threw up while driving them home on my birthday, they knew i was off something at the studio but that moment convinced them.

I ran out of money and weed to sell so now im 5 days sober thanks to suboxone and am going to check into rehab in the next 2 days. Wish me luck, I hope I can do better this time around.