Having a clear state of mind is such a curse. Im 17, about to quit my job of 2 years, stopped selling weed, and have lost many “friends” who were just using me. I only got my bestfriend who I make music with but hes moving across the country in december.

Ive dropped out of public school and my daily routine has consisted of making beats on my laptop then going to 1-2 na/aa meetings. My parents are both diagnosed narcissists so I want nothing more than to get out of the house I just have no one to do anything with.

Na has been the only thing keeping me sane, im just really fucking lost rn.

On top of all of that last night before my na meeting I was eating alone at wingstop when my coworker and all her friends came in, I was in a short sleeve exposing all my trackmarks which was so embarrassing. I just took it to go and left immediately.

What should I do? I live in houston too btw