please help, i started smoking 30s and it got so out of control, i can probably take up to 20 a day if i wanted. i’m taking maybe 10 a day…I can also be fine taking 4-6 a day too…I have subs. I’m just so scared of the withdrawals. but i want to be CLEAN. i’m sick of lying to everyone.

my questions: 1. How long before I can start subs if i go cold turkey

1. could I possibly microdose subs while taking them and ween off slowly?

2. is it possible to ween off them if i’m being serious about stopping, and how should I go about it

3. what are good comfort meds / anything i can take to help me get through the withdrawls.

I need advise, hope, anything, have so many random people on the opiates page telling me suboxone doesn’t work. i feel like i’m slave to these stupid blue pills, i want my life back. I’m supposed to graduate med school next year.

EDIT: pls just tell me the best way to get off these, i don’t have insurance rn so i can’t afford to miss work / school going to impatient if i can avoid it. Also I suffer from seizures/pots so i’m just scared to withdrawl since i read it could possibly cause seizures.

another edit: been taking for maybe 7 months..used to just casually snort them.. maybe 1/2-1 pill a day then i started smoking them a few months ago and that’s what got me

another edit: normal intake is 10 a day. Just tried to see how long i can go and be okay: 2-3 a day. i’m going to try and taper down to that to help WD