My wife and I took some initial steps to open our marriage in early October. She was extremely tentative, but ultimately decided to give it a shot. I haven’t had much (any) luck finding someone to play, so a “cuckhold”/“hotwife” dynamic might be a more accurate description of how the last 3 months have gone.

First, I was highly interested in my wife being fucked by another man. In a weird way, the knowledge that someone else was pleasing her gave my subconscious approval to fantasize about other women. I was scared because I didn’t know if this was just a kink or the real deal. Turns out, it was the real thing.

My wife has met up with three dudes and had an awesome time each time she’s been fucked by them. Tbh, the best part is seeing how happy she is. She’s an extremely giving person (to a fault), so it’s awesome that she’s doing something to make herself happy.