I (34F) thought that being bisexual would give me more options, but it seems that women are not interested in me (or at least attractive women aren’t) and the few men that are interested can’t communicate well… it feels like most men (or maybe the attractive ones? Idk) are bad at communicating and then if I decide to make it easy for them so that I can get some action, then it’s very shallow and empty…

Also, I would like the open marriage thing to be more equal for my partner… I thought it would be since he’s handsome and tall and successful in the other areas of his life (unlike me), but alas: just like in all dating apps and such it’s easy for women to find guys and almost impossible for guys to get girls…